my pictures telling

sebab blog ni dh berkarat, dah lama tak update, so aku letak gmbr je la. kalu nak menulis, panjang sangat nnt. malas lagipun.

i am settling down already with work and all. takda la busy sgt, and xla lepak sgt gak. kerja pun ok. interesting gak. tgk gmbr kat bwh sudey :p

yard in pelabuhan kelang

17-19 july – sabah bah~

sabah was brilliant, superb and awesome. foods, interesting places, island, beaches, clubs, peoples and cultures, all mixed up together forming perfect destination for holiday. definitely im going again.

07-08 august – janda baik~

thank you again to deary hanisah for letting us stay in sri chempaka. again, me, mira, hanisah, nadia, fareez, yoi and man spend 2 days lepaking and chilling. seronok weh.

16 august – convocation day~

i belived i had made my parents, family and friends proud. alhamdulillah. congratulation to everyone too.

23 august – miri~

to kak huda, thank you for the hospitality. kek lapis miri sgt sedap. nnt aku dtg lg ye hahah

oh ramblings. bare with me. tune untuk menulis/mengarut sudah tiada. nnt la cari semula. sekarang ni bulan puasa, so selamat berpuasa. semalam merdeka, so selamat merdeka. isnin depan nuzul quran, so selamat nuzul quran. raya lmbt lagi, nnt la wish len kali plak.

off to seberang selat~

aaaaa bodohnya internet

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa saya sangat tertekan dengan internet connection sangat laju….

aaaaaaaaaa bodohnya kenapa kau laju pulak mlm ni

saya benci internet yang laju…saya sumpah kau jadi slow and lembab semula cm biasa

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kau tahu kenapa??????????????????

sebab saya ade paper esok!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dan saya taknak orang lain berseronok surfing sedangkan saya kene tido untuk sambung revise pagi esok…saya dengkiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa benci nya internet yang laju…..aaaaaaaaaaaaa…kenapa lah time-time ni kau nak laju hah..bodohhhhh betullll

utp convofair 2008

today, the utp convofair will start in conjunction with 8th convocation ceremony. for the next three days, there will be alot of activities, performances, exhibitions, and stalls selling almost anything you could find.

this year, i will be sharing the joy and happiness of some of my seniors that will be graduating this sunday. i’ll write more about them later.

some of my friend, the freestylers, and the sehjok’s clans open their stall selling food that is delicious and promising a good memory after eating at their stalls. wait for my next post about them too.

please browse here for more info and details about the program during the convofair.

to all my friends outside utp, please come to join us in the annual events, and gala celebration, and lets hangout together. do call me if you wish to come, and do not worry about logde since my room is open to everyone for overnight hehe. come eh.

off to the convo square.

saya anak tiri

wednesday noon, 3 pm , d1

bak kate boroi-hebat-berfootball, kami dipinggirkan universiti sendiri. i was doomed, dumped and thrown out to the litter. huh, actually i attended the career talk (special for non-petronas) that evening, with some hopes and glittering eyes. but it doesnt went well as i wish. the first thing abg idham (utp counsellor) said, “i have a lot of working opportunities, companies are dying to get utp student, but, they want non-bounded student”

tahniah apam!!!<– i heard this from the back benchers behind me as soon as mr idham finished his sentence. whatthefiesh!! gile encouraging korang semua.

the truth is, industry people is craving and dying to employ utp graduates for their company, but all of them were refusing petronas scholars, which means i (petronas debtor) have very little chance to work in the company out of petronas.

does it mean, i am obligated to work with petronas, and cannot choose my own favourite and path?

yes, it does work like that. and poor me (all my friends who is scholars too), we didn’t aware of the contract that we signed 5 years ago. come to worse, petronas doesn’t guarantee that they will employ us, plus the contract close all chances that we may get from any company. kami tersepit, aduyai~

option? terminate the contract!!

to terminate is simple, but to be indebt for RM120000 is a hella-loo-yah. bayangkan, let say (i said this to my jambu mawi) me and mawi (mara sponsored) work with shell later on. we got same salary, same benefit, but i will have RM120k as a hutang yang x nampak pon hasilnya, walhal dalam masa yang sama, mawi boleh berhutang RM120k juga, tapi dia dapat satu apartment mewah di sekitar bangi.

anda rase, dunia ni adil x?

im doomed. rase sangat malas nk wat apa-apa since petang itu. buat beriya-iya pon, hasil nya sama saja.progress report perlu dihantar esok, tapi haram x buat lagi. bermulut manis lagi la aku petang esok dengan dr rashid, supervisor ku sorang itu. lebih baik bermain bola bersama rakan fyp yang asik aku marah, lelaki bogel menghisap dadah, gaban @ gangbang, dan tuan punya PAW!!!

a thought on the first class

july 21, tronoh – the utp student had began their new semester today. it was a bright morning for everyone to rush to the class, find their lecturer and tutors, and registering for the lab and tutorial session. one of the student, mohd nazrin, a final semester mechanical engineering student said, he was very eager and energetic to go to the first class, since this was the last semester for him as a student.

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arghh, enough with the crap news-format writings haha. anyway, the last semester had just arrived. i took 4 subject this semester, plus another final year project. total credits? 15, but very few classes. that was the nature of final semester student, where the class timetable was designed for them to enjoy and cherish the last time in school.

first day was the introduction to the the EIS and OM subject. this subject is specially meant for future working life as an engineer in nature, and it is simply related to the experienceof the lecturers and people in industry. the lecturers was also very good and fun to be in their class. i had no expectation for the subject, but i do hope i can carry them well.

second day, tuesday. our first class with two new lecturer from bandung and thailand. for vehicle chassis, dr setyamartana parman was incharge of us. he is lovely, but he spokes very slow as he is puzzling his words to make us understand what he is saying. not so much input that we got from him yesterday, since the formal class will just begin next week. second hour, class of advance vehicle dynamics with dr vu tienh, a lecturer that i think i like him from the frst impression and an hour spending with him in the class.

dr vu (or dr fu ads he pronouced it) is a germany graduates in phd 10 years ago. from the way he gives lecture, and the facts he throws, i know that he is very knowledgable and full of experience. he had gave us a new perspective of seeing the automotive industry in the world, and not just focussing on the asian part of the industry. he repeatedly downturn japaneese, and compare them to germany. he spokes about most of the facts that we already know, but we didn’t realize the real things behind it. his presence had revealed and untied the knots of scrolls, which we just saw it from outside, but not really knows what was written inside. there are a lot of things that he gave his oppinions about, and i will discuss it later as we go along this semester. i would like to quote his idea and thoughts, and publish it here so that we can share. one thing, his slang is a bit difficult to be understood (he cant pronouce “s”) and maybe we will need some time to be fammiliar to his way of speaking.

erm, i am wishing for the best this semester (again!!) and i hope everyone does it to. till later~~!~!~~!!

final presentation

“Pls inform all FYP viva will be on this monday from 830 onwards. All are required to attend. Else will get zero for int n ext examniner marks” -the sms from dr rashid-

i was here on utp, just finishing my final presentation for my fyp1. poor me, and us. dr rashid had asked me to come back to utp for the presentation, and all of us make it. its just a 20 minutes of crapping and reading slides, but it contribute a lot to our coursework marks, since external examiner gives 50%. some of us return from as far as kelantan and johor, just for this 20 minutes presentation. but i hope our effort will be appreciated and good marks will be pointed out.

it was a tiring day driving yesterday. my dad had took a leave today, special for sending me to utp. another reason, he wants to see our new baby cousin, from my uncle. aina sashabila was her name. she was born last 2 months, and only today we were able to see her. that’s the strong reason why my dad strongly wants to go back to bota. aina or “bella” (that is what her dad call her) was soo cute and beautiful, but cries a lot too. nnt besar2 bijak org cakap. .

i had finished my prestation, and now waiting for my dad to fetch me. we will return to pahang this evening, since my dad need to work tomorrow. ayah dh tuang arini. haha!!

the quitting of our chancellor

last afternoon, we had heard about the quitting of tun mahathir from umno. it was a shocking news, and every single man who pay their attention to malaysian politic drama will be questioned by the tun’s decisions. i heard that from the news, and i read about it his blogs, and the other reliable source. as a neutralist, i just observe what was happened, and predicting what will happen next, to the malaysian political scenario.

being and observant doesn’t mean i dont care, but i didn’t have the say, plus i can’t do anything about it in my power now. lets just see. i wish i could write something here. throw out my oppinion, and discuss it, but my roomate said ‘ko jgn pam, kang kene tangkap kang’. it’s true, and i admit it. lets just be frank and maybe if i have the courage, i will write something about.

(^____^)!!

tun is our chancellor. his presence in utp for convocation is a tradition, and i wonder what will happen next to our university. we are private uni, but yes, we still rolls under government, and petronas is a part of government. i am hoping that the political issue will not be brought into the uni adminstration and affect the whole thing. i wish tun will appear this coming convocation ceremony in august, and hand out the scrolls.

duh, i dont know what happen, and i wish i did not involve in it. during the hrh raja dr nazrin public lecture, the perak state government officials, including the new menteri besar was not present. and the sponsorship for titian budi was drawn back from their funds because it happened to be organized it in selangor.before the election, the titian budi was totally sponsored. think about it. politics? administration? crap…

racial stereotyping

i did wrote about skill-level stereotyping in the previous entry, but its just virtual, and the entry cant do anything. the same thing happen again during today’s soccer game. i wonder why i keep playing. duh. anyway, one of my friend mention about i am being racism or racist towards international student in utp.

i had been thinking about it, and i realized there is some truth in my friend’s word. up right here in utp, we live in a community consisting of many races and national background. for me, the variety of people living in one campus is a good opportunity for everyone to interact and know each other. but there are some issues arise when too many cultures and living style collides in one small cramp campus.

why racist? my friend labelled me being racist because i judge international student. i show my hatred towards them, and i cursed them for what they are doing. sounds so evil, am i? yeah that is the real thing of being racist.

but, it was totally different in me. i didn’t hate them. i didn’t ignore them. i didn’t chanting bad words on them. then what is the racism in me actually. personally, i just hate the facts that the international students here were too rude and unrespectful. rude? it’s rude to say rude, but i need to say it. some of the student here have no manners. they rule the campus, do what ever they want, shout like they own the college and walk in the midlle of the road, blocking the cars to run by. they have no respect towards local student, and sometime they even use high voice towards elders in the campus.

i don’t care if that is their culture that they practice in their country. i can accept that is their way of life back in their country. but the problem is, they are the minority here, and as a person who came to seek knowledge in foreign land, they should follow the culture here. do not do what ever you wish, and respect the pepople here. they act like they are the one who should be respected, and try to rule nature of life here. oh man. do not expect people will bow down to you, if you show your ego and bad manners. and remember, you are just small portion of the living comunity here.

our culture if full of sincerity and respects. we always smile to each other. we use decent words and settle things in a very honest way. we avoid quarrels, and we hate conflicts.

i did not hate the person personally, but i hate their behavior. it is unacceptable. duh. not everyone of them were like that, only few, but the impression of the locals towards foreign student is badly affected. pheww

inequality in football game

i was called to crap something about this topic by one of my football buddies when we walk back home from our evening soccer game yesterday. it’s a repeated issue actually, but never been openly discuss, since nobody dare to treat it lightly. im taking more sincere approach in this comments, rather than taking the rebelious character.

our soccer game every evening seems to attract more and more people after days. it number doubled or tripled, and you can imagine a soccer game that has 20+ players a side (it sounds sooo like kampung-style football game). playing with such numbers sometimes are fun, but most of the time, it aren’t at all, especially when the injustice style of playing imerged.

why inequal?

yeah why the words came out? it’s because, after some days of playing with the same people, maybe even some months or years, the skill-level streotyping doesn’t seem to fade at all. at first, i thought it was just a strategy, or some trick to create a good game, but after days, i started to feel like dumb ass who was chasing for ball, but wont get the ball pass to you, unless you snacth it from some opponents player.

why i need to bring this up?

answering this question, lets define skill-level streotyping. its a new word added to my vocabulary, and it means some people that have superb-mighty soccer skill, will play at their best, dribbling the ball themselves, and try to score goals as many as they can. they didn’t even bother to pass the ball to others, if they doesn’t feel like to, or they are out of steps.

the streotyping becoming more obvious when those power-rangers player won’t pass the ball to the amatur or beginner, or low skill player, LIKE ME. they feel like it is a waste to pass the ball to us, and we kick like kelaut. oooo wehhh..please laa. not everyone in the field was perfect, and some of us didn’t kick the ball well enough.

im not totally upset with this since i know where i stand, but as per one of my friend said, this evening game is not for victory (yes it was actly) but it is more towards having fun playing with your friends and spending time together. what is the point of conquering the ball, having fun yourself, dribbling by your own, and pass the ball only to people who also have mighty skills like you. you may think that you look soo good, or proud of your skills, but many of the players think it is totally shit and stupid.

huh malas nk emo2 lg. further reading, click here

p/s: i maybe will won’t ever get the ball anymore, because of writing this, but like i care..~ ade lg org nak pass bola kat aku kot

zero-tolerance for plagarism

“Right from the outset of my taking over as the lecturer in both SBE classes, I provided advisories of a zero-tolerance policy for plagiarism. Plagiarism is the unauthorised attempt to pass off others’ work as one’s own, whether through copying-and-pasting of internet content, copying passages from a book or journal article or copying the submissions of a previous or current classmate.

Plagiarism is a serious form of cheating and is considered severe academic misconduct at this university and at institutions of higher learning world-wide.” (eLearning, Allan G. Downe, May 2008.)

on wednesday, the coursework mark for small business & enterpreneurship was annouced. all us us were very shocked when we got 0/10 for the presentation summary. the coursework contributed 60 marks to the final grade, and lossing 10 marks is a big lightning struck for us. according to our lecturer, allan downe, we were cought plagarising, and zero grade was given to the assignment. and so thus i went to see him personally for the clarification of the accusition.

i told my maryam that i am preparing axes to chop allan’s head, and she told me that she will prepare the first aid kid if someone’s getting hurt. when i met him, i ask for the clear story of the zero marks incidence. and he came out with his analysis of our assignments. he opened it one by one, printing out the website that we took the info from, and highlights all the simmilar words and sentences in the assignments. i stood statuely, trying to defend myself and my group, but the evidence that he came out is more than enough to drag me into trouble, if i continue debating. i retreat, say my appology, and promised there is no such thing would happened again. and i walk home, with the axes that i want to chop his head first, but it was chopped onto me.

eversince, i didn’t really know that extracting, copy and pasting from websites is a crime. i took the information and the definition form wikipedia, and my friend took it from the book, and we had done it for many times. that is what we called it learning, and gaining info from source. but for allan, he define it as plagarism and cheating, taking others work and claim it to be yourself. and today i started to realise it. there’s a truth in his point. he said, you can take others idea, but not words by words, and citation and references needed. we didn’t realize that, and honestly we didn’t know that. we admit it, and we know that it was our fault. what to say, he is famous for his strict rules and we can’t do anything about it. phew. and to worst, he threw ” do you think that we are f*cking stupid not to know that you are cheating” and “if you do this sh*t again, you will find yourself into trouble” haha. i laugh myself, i always said that to people, and yesterday, it falls into me. haha.

following to that, i had a very bad day. i am seriously hurt and offended by my own fault. i can’t study for the next paper, and mentally unstabil right now. i need time to rest, sleep as long as i can, and eat as much as i could (that’s the thing what i did when i freaking out). luckily, i have my maryam to lay her shoulder for me, and we went to watch narnia premier last night.

i am regretting it now, and i am promising myself not to do that ever egain. need some strength today, for the next battle against petroleum exploration and sBe paper itself. kaman2. lesson learned, wake up, and fight again.!!!