it was graving mind (hye huda haha). i am not whining nor sulking. it was really bad day for me. it starts with hopes and dreams that fly high, but it turn out to be on the mouth of a grave situation. that evening , i mean yesterday’s evening, i was nearly collapse.
i met dr masri, firman, dr shahrin and so unlucky cant met dr rashid, and they told me to change my fyp topic. great!! i am stunned. for the reason i dont want to explain, they suggest me to change. what are you thinking. thank god you dont find me in the utp lake, floating and blue, with a note wrotes ” thank you cruel world for the shitty fyp” glued to my forehead.
i went nuts. i admit i had tears. i cant control. but to the lucky i have payeh, maini, huda, close friends, and her who favours me and gave words of advantages. i woke up, yes woke up and throw away the highest notes of screams out of my window and starts fresh steps. i will continue whatever i had done, and will face the jugdes and examiners and lecturers. not stepping back, i will encounter everything. this is the thing i had done for months, and to just delete all efforts i had put, its a big lost to me. go on is the thing now. and even dr masri motivated me to strive through this morning when i met him.
sorry for being away from you guys. i didnt left you, but i have to do this for the best of me, and us ok. later ill catch up. promise~