mental disturbance and emotional illness – my state for the past two weeks
now – o-kay la, after getting scolded and some good-words from one of my friend. his/her presence in my life if so much valuable. thank you so much dear.
i am okay now, and in control of myself more, but the fact i sleep like corpse each day is hardly removable. i still need time to figure out myself, scheduling back life, and preparing upcoming days.
get out of the gloomy mood faster apam!!! go back to your normal life!!!
just returning back from pasar malam (you are breaking the pasar malam social contract if you go at petang, say: yeh) with lelaki kacak bawah bilik, WoW that’s xaki, chubby-pipi and fotojhok, in the red-cluth-merengek-sound-satria. i am o-kay now, so i can get out of the gay mode. but man still raba-raba me. damn. satria payeh dh tercemar.