bad me

i woke up this morning, after several horrible wake up during the sleep

i am dreaming about my bad past

so bad, full of terrible stories i couldn’t tell

only some, who know me, knows me

o Allah, forgive me for what i did

…..

Bila Diri Disayangi by Ukays

Terdengar bisikan mesra
Kalimah keramat bermentara
Bermulanya siang berakhir malam ku
Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namamu

Tiada batasan waktu
Tiada tempat mu tertentu
Di gunung di lembah, di darat, di air
Siapa pun hamba, keikhlasan doa, keagungan
Kasih merubah takdir

( korus )
Bila ku sedari diri disayangi
Langkah kaki ini semakin berani
Bila terkeliru ku ucap namamu, terasa diriku
Kembali dipandu

Engkau pertama, tiada akhirnya
Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahaya
Izinkahlah aku menumpang di sini
Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang mu
Ku berserah diri

mood: tension yg teramat sangat, i need someone

4 responses to this post.

  1. mind telling me the sad history? sure u’ll feel better after release ur self..

    btw, dah g swim blom? kim salam kt junior yg terrer swim tuh..

    Reply

  2. Posted by nirzan on July 30, 2008 at 11:16 pm

    i dont have the courage to tell anybody huhu

    Reply

  3. hmm…please do so if u already have the courage.. i am here to listen dude!

    Reply

  4. Posted by cham on August 2, 2008 at 1:12 pm

    Some things are meant to be kept ten feet under. Understood.

    But the fact that u even mentioned it meant that u wanted to talk to somebody.

    Reply

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