dear messi,

i am sorry i had to leave you warded in some strange clinic. i am sorry not not being able to take care of you, and treat your buasir, and i had to let the doctor do anything to you without me by side. honestly i don’t know how did you get that diarrhea since last week, until it become worse and needs deep medical attention. maybe the kakak at the clinic was right, you are stress when we call you buruk, and from now on, i promise to call you with your new cool name, messi.

messi,

do you know you are not alone there being warded. kak julie also didnt get to celebrate raya haji, same as you. she had suffer from some athlete illness, and i want you to pray with me for the fast recovery of kak julie, and she can celebrate raya haji as i did.

you may not know this messi, but all over malaysia, floods are around. pity those our friends who needs to take their SPM in water, and those babies who had suffer ‘taun’ from the unclean water, and those newly married bride and bridegroom that celebrate their solemnization under rains. i do pray the floods will go away fast, and all people can celebrate raya haji happily like before.

messi,

i am going back this morning. i am driving back to our beloved hometown, where you and i were born. but again, i cant bring you home since you are not in the condition i can bring you home. the trip will be long if i started my journey after noon, so i better get ready and pack fast, then i can drop by the office before taking the highway to the east coast.

so i want to wish all of my friend our there, selamat hari raya aidil adha, maaf zahir batin.

to you too messi, and adik.

NazrinZaini

p/s: below is messi’s pics taken 2 weeks back. the white legs belong to adik.

a bit of my whereabouts and doings: for the past few days, i went to lumut to attend a fabrication review to one of the company’s project. it had been a wonderful time where i learned a lot of things, technical and human interactions. going there with my boss also is a new experience. its not that hard to please your boss, and get to know them personally, since there are human too. the perception that boss is scary and strict and bossy is a negative perception that may hinder you from doing well in your job.

at the end of the trip, i stopped by at beloved uni and met few old friends. thanks plato, otai and most special ones, m****m (the identity cannot be disclosed for safety reason haha) for hospitalizing me there. driving back to kl in total downpour was something too. ya lah, raining season kan. rain everywhere, so please drive carefully (haha takde kaitan).

the saturday night was closed up with a carol at e-curve. what a nice movie. the christmas carol. i definitely going to watch it again, this time with a pair of 3D glasses. my expectation of the movie was high, and yet it meets. spending time with her was superb too. long chat, catching up each others life stories and awesome dinner really make my night. soo sorry to him, i cant make it to his house since the movie ends at 2.30 and its not really nice to crash into someone’s gate in the middle of the night.

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and my cold sunday morning (supposedly should sleep until lunch time) was greeted by the meows of my deary cats. pity them. they had been sick for the past 2 weeks, and i think i had dine my best to make them return healthy. i found a lot of vomits in their cages, and their leftovers which is supposed to be hard and black, are gravy and green. i dont know what can i do next. fareez’s theory: they are stress because being caged too long, so i’ll try to free them for few days and lets see if there is changes.

i am seeking your helps dear readers, how to get back my healthy, active kitties. i suspected that the vets that diagnosed them gave wrong meds, or maybe the cat food we gave them is expired.

advise please.

p/s: i’ll post their pics later.

in accordance to the recent earthquake in Padang, tsunami in Samoa and typhoon in Manila, many people lost their loved one, families and friends. us, as a human being, lets pray to the Almighty to shower his mercy, and to give strength to the victim. let us all put our effort to help them as much as we can.

this song concludes all

family and friends,

im going back to my kampung in few minutes.

mohon kemaafan untuk segala salah silap, kasar tutur bahasa, mana2 yang tersinggung sempena hari yang mulia ini.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri juga kepada semua.

selamat memandu dan berhati2 di jalan raya.

tggukan kepulangan ku mggu ke-3 lebaran, kerana tugas dan tanggungjawab, aku akan ke offshore terengganu raya ke-4 nanti dan pulang 2 mggu selepas itu.

salam lebaran.

sebab blog ni dh berkarat, dah lama tak update, so aku letak gmbr je la. kalu nak menulis, panjang sangat nnt. malas lagipun.

i am settling down already with work and all. takda la busy sgt, and xla lepak sgt gak. kerja pun ok. interesting gak. tgk gmbr kat bwh sudey :p

yard in pelabuhan kelang

17-19 july – sabah bah~

sabah was brilliant, superb and awesome. foods, interesting places, island, beaches, clubs, peoples and cultures, all mixed up together forming perfect destination for holiday. definitely im going again.

07-08 august – janda baik~

thank you again to deary hanisah for letting us stay in sri chempaka. again, me, mira, hanisah, nadia, fareez, yoi and man spend 2 days lepaking and chilling. seronok weh.

16 august – convocation day~

i belived i had made my parents, family and friends proud. alhamdulillah. congratulation to everyone too.

23 august – miri~

to kak huda, thank you for the hospitality. kek lapis miri sgt sedap. nnt aku dtg lg ye hahah

oh ramblings. bare with me. tune untuk menulis/mengarut sudah tiada. nnt la cari semula. sekarang ni bulan puasa, so selamat berpuasa. semalam merdeka, so selamat merdeka. isnin depan nuzul quran, so selamat nuzul quran. raya lmbt lagi, nnt la wish len kali plak.

off to seberang selat~

she was born a day before merdeka the 52th. congratulation makcu & uncle. my cute little cousin was born by cesarean, due to aging makcu, and her 4.1 kilo overweight. hehe. anyway, she’s not yet to be named, most probably farah hanim.

p/s: uu makin besar la budget duit raya aku tahun ni…:p

im sorry. this post should be a happy one. because i just got connection at home. but it turned into a sad one. very,very sad one. a very close family/friend of mine died last night. road accident, maybe. last breath in front of my eye. with all blood and stains covering. i slept in tears. where are all my friends go when i need them. 3hrs sleep doesnt sufficient for my long today.

happy ramadhan

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teh..few days before

you may think i am a lmao, or girlish, or hati bunga, but the fuck with it. i love my cat. i do love teh as a family and friends. and those who is close to me, may know how much i suffer when loosing her for 3 weeks. menggagau cm org gila aku cari dia. then 2 months after she returned to me, she return back to Him.

-tears-

-kalo aku jumpe sape yang lggr teh, aku lenyek ko cmne ko lenyek die. sialan-

friends, from all over inches of the universe, i am appologizing for not being able to write anything here since i-dont-know when. now i know why enol’s blog, azman’s, fareez’s  and few other rantings was not being updated after they get into working life. it is hard to explain, but once you get into this cari-duit-sendiri life, then you’ll know. your social life was slowly being sacrified, your rights is being abused and your time is shortening. you can never decide things for your own during 8-5 every monday till 5 days later. sometimes, your job and task will chase after you during weekends too. there is no more waking up whenever you want. diciplinary action was against you all time incase you are late or curi tulang. either you hate it, or just accept it, it is a reality thing in working life. so please dear adik-adik in school and unies, enjoy your time to the fullest. i do miss those times when i can wake up late and escape lectures, but now, all of those heavenly things i enjoyed doing was over. and yesterday i told asto, before he started his first day working, “enjoy your night bro. after this, there are no more tido smpai siang sampai ko pencen”.

pee-ass: write more later. nk rush balik bangi pulak. convo in 2 weeks. cant wait to see all those hounds. been miss them soo bad.

semalam kul 3 pagi aku terbangun dari tido. tibe-tibe teringat pasal nama-nama malaikat. aku dan fareez cuba mengingat nama-nama tersebut, tapi kami tak dapat semua. baru aku sedar betapa jahilnya aku. so ape kate korang tanye diri korang sendiri, adakah korang ingat nama-nama malaikat yang sepuluh tu beserta tugas-tugas mereka. sila tulis dalam ruangan comment yer. jangan google plak~

p/s: kan percaya kepada malaikat tu salam satu rukun iman?pikir2 lah sendiri

my daily working hours were usually boring and doesnt really give good inputs. not so many things i learn and not much thing i did. maybe its the nature of juniors, being asked to go here and there, read this and these, and stuck within the cubical whereas other senior collegues attend meeting and went site-visiting. however, each day here do gives me a lot of thing aside from things in my work. such as today. i am attending a zohor lecture from a professor i-dont-know-who, a pakistani whos residing in uk for long time.

i came 20 minutes before 2, means 40 minutes after the lecture started. the penceramah was specially invited for the ceramah with title ‘evidence in  alquran and mukjizat rasulullah’. i dont really get what are the topics he (the professor) talked about in the earlier part of his lecture, but he appointed a lot of scientific things stated in the quran with the current findings today. plus he relate all of the facts with nature of business, economics and others. such a cool man.

then he talked about how great was our prophets. an illiterate man, with no education, can somehow intergrate 2 different tribes which in conflicts  for hundreds of years. he did that without a proper procedures or techniques, instead he only used hikmah and showing good examples. he does not use any form of forces, or even threat them with words of warns, yet still can spread the words of Allah to the whole world. our history tell us, the first person (the traders from yamen) that bring Islam  to our land does not force us to accept Islam, but can you see our country today, Islam is fluorishing beautifully. the only thing the traders did is showing their good examples, behaviors, and lifestyle and be truthfull in everything they did.

what are the other common things between prophet and the traders apart from desseminating Islam? they are doing business. as we are all know, out prophet is a businessman himself. and many of his friends and families are businessman too. they spread islam while having business connection with the other party. so do the traders to tanah melayu that time.

that is the main point the professor wanted to tell to the jemaah this afternoon. everyone that works is doing businesses, either for themself or to the company. by showing good example and being a good model in business deals, we can spread islam to the whole world. that is the main channel where we can play our role as a working muslim. we dont have to go into their country, force them to accept islam and tell them about the flaws in their relegions. we just need to do normal business with them, and show them all good things in islamic teachings, then we can capture their hearts to receive islam. and being in a world-class organization, doing trade with a lot of countries from many part of the world, definitely this will become more achievable.

the professor also said, in uk the highest growing religion is islam. islam is spreading very fast there. that is the fact we didnt know. we had been under christian for 300 hundreds years under the colonial period, but we only need 100 years afer that to be a well established islamic country and being recognized by the whole world. with the current rate of islamis grow in uk today, and all the efforts we put as a muslim, who knows in 100 years from now, we can conquer the world’s economy and uk can become a muslim country. it is possible right?